Beauty is Kurse ... and why do I say that?

" I noticed today that no matter where I went every person who's life I've touched in some way, shape, or form has a thing for me. They fall in love  (so they think). Why? Because I care enough for another more than I do myself? Funny, we should all be doling the same. Which leads me to believe that the world is a cold cold place. Therefore, when another comes across someone who's warm and loving, they make us feel an emotion that makes us (1) curious (2) pursue the person who's giving us that warmth and (3) confuse that feeling for love. That is one of the main reason's why I do not have many girl friends. They see what these people feel for me or acknowledge that the other person is pursuing something further than friendship, which automatically in installs an automatic hatred because they don't do the thing I do. I will say this to those who do not comprehend. It's something you're born with not something you can learn or something you can buy or get. It's just ME "